I read all that, and its very poignant to me.
You see I only had one brother, and he had everything going for him as a young man.
He developed a penchant for the booze.. and it got worse.
Then he lost his job, his wife etc... and then it led to anti-depressants, and even more booze to blot the problems out.
I can never really know the misery he went through.
My Mum and Dad did everything to help, and I did next to nothing...( I was embarrassed by him by then I think), but I had idolised my big brother as a kid!
Then the phonecall DID come, in the middle of the night.... the one from the very kind police officer.
Not a night that I would wish on anyone. RIP big Brother...